Dear You...

I should take him when he think I'm his crush. (Well, maybe it just my thought? he..he..hmmmm)
But, I was a kid, and I don't care about first love, but now I realize that he was my first love .-. And still...

Friendsh*t

Teman yang percaya namun tidak saling mempercayai
Perbedaan hidup yang dulu dengan yang kini sungguhlah berbeda
Teman yang dulu percaya saling mempercayai
Tak ada dusta dan kemunafikan
Mungkinkah sulit untuk mendapatkan teman yang seperti dulu dimasa yang amat modern ini?
Apakah dimasa ini teman dengan teman saling baku hantam? Dan tidak saling mempercayai?
Apakah teman seperti itu bisa dianggap teman?
Atau memang dimasa ini sulit untuk mencari seseorang yang dapat dipercayai?

Oh God! please, take me back to the past! When the joy of happiness of having bestfriends are real in real life!
I can't explain how much I missed every single moments that we made together
I can't explain how much I missed my bestfriends who loves and cares about me!

Can I?

Let it go
Let it flow
Let it be
Can I?

Gak Ada Habisnya

Kalo dibilang sakit hati yah, sampe sekarang juga sakit hati. Mau move on, tapi gw gak bisa ngeboongin diri sendiri, yah masih belom bisa move on-lah sama hal yang kayak begini. Maunya sih gak ngelanjutin, tapi yah gimana kedepannya? Mau memotivasi sendiri, keadaannya yang gak bisa diajak kompromi. Emang hidup itu gak sempurna. Mungkin ini cobaan. Cobaan yang bikin gak bisa move on (belum). Mau marah ke diri sendiri gimana? Mau marah ke Tuhan gak layak. Sebenernya siapa sih yang salah? Oh iya diri sendirilah, saking BEGOnya kali yah gw gak bisa masuk kemana-mana. Dan sekarang giliran udah diangkat masuk negeri serasa udah dijatohin lagi sampe setengah mati. Semester 1, oke gw jalanin. Tapi apa hasilnya C C juga kan? Apa gw yang BEGO atau emang gw yang belom move on? Udah gw bilang cuma buang-buang DUIT aja! asal yang lain tau aja deh UNIVERSITAS NEGERI tuh gak sebagus sekeren yang kalian pikirin (Oh atau UNIVERSITAS gw aja kali yang emang bobrok kayak gini) entahlah. Yah tapi emang kenyataannya mereka cuma hanya nguras kantong sampe abis dan gak ada perkembangan sampe sekarang (mungkin belum) yah karena mereka butuh pasokan uang lagi kan?
Asli gw maluuuu malu banget ngabisin duit cuma dapet C? Gw mikir gimana kedepannya? Itu jurusan gw sendiri loh! Gimana semester 2? Oke semester 2 gw mau berusaha. Usaha emang harus tetep dijalanin. Mana kampus bukan kayak kampus. Mau sih coba LAGI tahun ini. Tapi emang bisa? Kemaren aja gak ada yang nerima! Apa emang tes itu cuma modal UNTUNG? (Mungkin) rejeki GAK kemana kali yah. Mungkin ini hukuman kali yah buat gw. Hukuman yang agak ada abisnya.

Untirta (Ciwaru) Science Project Expo 2015

Well, it's my first science project to fulfill Physic last task. There are six groups who participated in this event, which is a student of Chemistry Education itself. The Archimedes group is made a Flood Detector. The Antoine Laurent Lavoisier group is made a miniature car that can be moved by wind or called Fan Car. The Blaise Pascal group made a Hydraulic Pump. The Melvin Kalvin group made a Lava Lamp. My group Alessandro Volta decided to create a battery that made from lemon or called Lemon Battery. And last group Amodeo Avogadro made a Water Rocket.

The Archimedes group with their project

Flood Detector

Antoine Laurent Lavoisier group with their project

Fan Car

The Blaise Pascal group with their project

Hydraulic Pump

The Melvin Kalvin group with their project

Lava Lamp

Alessandro Volta group with their project

Lemon Battery

Amodeo Avogadro with their project

Water Rocket

Now, I will explain how does the lemon battery works? 
When the Zinc plates and the Copper plates comes into contact with the citric acid in the lemon, it starts two chemical reactions. In the Zinc, oxidation reactions is happened and giving the Zinc atom a positive
charge. In otherwise, reduction reactions is happened in Copper plates and giving the Copper
atom a negative charge.

The electrons in lemon are moved in the negative charge to the positive charge. At that time, the chemical reactions changed into the electricity reactions. And the LED is turned on.

 

I'm so sorry I can't explain how another projects works. 

These are the enthusiasm of the visitors and lecturers when they came into our first Science Project Expo 2015

Anyway, it was the last task of Physic project and last lecture with Mrs. Yuvie Oktarisa our Physic lecturer. So, we took some photos with her to memorize it.

I just want to thank to all of student from Chemist Edu. who had made this event was success! And thanks also to Mrs. Yuvie Oktarisa who had taught us well! :) big hug!

Ketiga Penyihir

Kami tertawa
Kami bahagia
Kami berduka
Kami bersama

Waktu pun berlalu
Meninggalkan kami dalam sendu
Kami tidak tertipu
Akan kisah yang lalu

Seperti ketiga penyihir
Yang ceritanya terus terukir
Mereka selalu mengalir
Tak pernah berakhir



Just always be three of us please :')...

Masa Kelam

Entah mengapa kini ku merindukannya
Masa yang dulu aku pun membencinya
Masa yang dulu bahkan tak ku anggap keberandaannya
Tetapi kini ku merasakannya
Kerinduan akan kembali ke masanya
Masa kelam yang aku pun mengacuhkannya

After Graduated

It's been a while I've never write this blog again. Hmmm.. I started to think to write this blog about my experiences to go through to the PTN. It was begin on 3rd grade of high school. In the first time I was so confused what I wanted to be, I was confused which college that I wanted to continue. So, I started to think that I want to be an engineer, like my sister. She had a great job, and had many opportunities to traveled around Indonesia, and had a big payment of course (That's the point, in this century we can't live without much money, can we? No offense). And I decided, I want to go through Engineering Faculty. So when the SNMPTN comes I choose Geological Engineering and Pharmacy in UNPAD, and the last Industrial Engineering in UNTIRTA. When the announcement had come, I was so nervous, and I hope I get through. But Allah said with another answer.. I didn't through. Actually, I'm not so surprised but a little shocked enough. I think maybe that I'm unlucky, so I just keep think positively, there's another way right?. Until the SBMPTN comes. I was studying so hard, practice, praying, and hope this time that it'll through. Because, in SNMPTN maybe I was choose highly grade, so I was choose lowly grade University for this time. That was Faculty of Engineering in UNTIRTA. And you know the result. I didn't through AGAIN. well, the UMBPTN comes, this is the last chance. So, I choose Chemistry Education for it. Yeah, finally I'm in! And now, I'm in the part of family of Chemistry Education 2014, yeay! Actually, I'm not interested at all to be a teacher. I think it's boring to teach someone and I'm not a person that can be patient to teach someone. But, life must go on and here I am, where I stand, I will struggle to survive from this suffering(?) :/