After Graduated

It's been a while I've never write this blog again. Hmmm.. I started to think to write this blog about my experiences to go through to the PTN. It was begin on 3rd grade of high school. In the first time I was so confused what I wanted to be, I was confused which college that I wanted to continue. So, I started to think that I want to be an engineer, like my sister. She had a great job, and had many opportunities to traveled around Indonesia, and had a big payment of course (That's the point, in this century we can't live without much money, can we? No offense). And I decided, I want to go through Engineering Faculty. So when the SNMPTN comes I choose Geological Engineering and Pharmacy in UNPAD, and the last Industrial Engineering in UNTIRTA. When the announcement had come, I was so nervous, and I hope I get through. But Allah said with another answer.. I didn't through. Actually, I'm not so surprised but a little shocked enough. I think maybe that I'm unlucky, so I just keep think positively, there's another way right?. Until the SBMPTN comes. I was studying so hard, practice, praying, and hope this time that it'll through. Because, in SNMPTN maybe I was choose highly grade, so I was choose lowly grade University for this time. That was Faculty of Engineering in UNTIRTA. And you know the result. I didn't through AGAIN. well, the UMBPTN comes, this is the last chance. So, I choose Chemistry Education for it. Yeah, finally I'm in! And now, I'm in the part of family of Chemistry Education 2014, yeay! Actually, I'm not interested at all to be a teacher. I think it's boring to teach someone and I'm not a person that can be patient to teach someone. But, life must go on and here I am, where I stand, I will struggle to survive from this suffering(?) :/